Just a Little Tangled Up by ~Spafoom on deviantART

Something I cranked out in between bouts of summer boredom. Just some weird scribbling with a texture slapped on top to make it presentable XD

 SO I haven't posted in forever. Lordy.

Um, I got my hair chopped and died a rather brilliant red today ^^ I was bored with dying it pink and purple and blue and green and shit, and I wanted to try something a little bit more *~*normal*~*. ... it's actually kind of crazy looking, so I don't think I succeeded XD

Other than that, I've been freaking out about applying to school next year. I really want to go to OCAD, but I'm honestly having a great big emotional crisis about whether my art is good enough, gah. Every time I think about it, I just convince myself further that me and my art are great big piles of laaaaamefail and that I'll never amount to anything. JEEZ, BAAW HARDER, GWEN.

ALSO I'VE FALLEN IN LOVE WITH HANNA IS NOT A BOY'S NAME. THAT COMIC, YOU GUISE. I'm actually planning on cosplaying as Hanna with a few of my friends at the fan expo this August. I AM THAT COMMITTED TO SPARKLE MOTION.

I've also acquired a small-bodied acoustic guitar. His name is Elijah because he is tiny and pale like Elijah Wood.

The first major news event that I remember hearing about was 9/11 when I was nine years old. Our teacher came in after lunch (or first recess, I can't remember) and told us that something really bad had happened in New York and that we should ask our parents about it, or something. TVOkids said the same thing when I got home from school, and then all the usual cartoons were replaced with old people talking about terrorists and footage of planes going into buildings and people running and screaming. I was rather confused and displeased. I'm not really aware of how it's impacted my world view. I mean, I was kind of scared on that day because all of the adults were freaked out and not telling us why, but that's it as far as I'm aware.
Also, I haven't posted in, like, months. I should get on that.

I've been immersed in enough sci-fi to know that it will only end in pain. And badness. So, yeah.

It's been too long, BBs.
Not too much is going on except that I may be taking my 4U English course again next year because I'm a slaaaaacker and my mark is most likely a C right now. WHICH IS TOTES NOT ACCEPTABLE. I need at least a B XD
And my boyfriend and I broke up, which was pretty sad, but we're still awesomely nerdy friends, so that's cool. I guess.
AND MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME WAS AWESOME. I DON'T CARE IF HALLOWEEN WAS OVER A MONTH AGO, I WILL SUBJECT YOU TO IT. EVENTUALLY. There are tentacles involved.

So, I've been sick for about 2 weeks now with a cold. And a cough. A really, really, really bad cough. Having had this kind of cough before, I just figured it would go away by itself. Then my chest started to really hurt when I coughed, and I was all like 'fuck it, this sucks' and marched myself down to the clinic. SO GUESS WHAT GUISE. I have bronchitis, caused by asthma, caused by my cold. That is, I have 'infective' asthma, which comes about when I'm sick, which caused bronchitis. THIS IS LAAAAAAME CAKES. And it hasn't gone away. So, boo.
ANYWAY, I'm baking pies for Thanksgiving. It's just my mom and me, so we don't really need two pies, but I work under the credo that you can never have enough pie. Ever. So, yes, I'm baking an apple pie and a pumpkin pie and it will be glorious.

Dudes, I just started listening to the Black Parade album again, and I think it just busted me out of my creative funk! I'M FEELING GOOOOOD. Too bad I have homework to do right now. School is lame.

THE GODDAMN COUGH SUPPRESSANT IS NOT SUPPRESSING MY COUGH. >:(

They are cutting down the big tree in front of my house ;__________;
It totes got hit by lightening this morning, which was pretty badass, but still. I liked that tree.

day one • a song
day two • a picture
day three • a book/ebook/fanfic
day four • a site
day five • a youtube clip
day six • a quote
day seven • whatever tickles your fancy



I really love this guy. He's freaking adorkable.
Anyway, this video kind of describes what thing I'm going through at this moment. I NEED PERSPECTIVE LOL.